Pathetic -.-

Yeah . It was so pathetic to see my conditions . Ya Allah .. please help me . Serious , i cant stand being like this anymore . i'm not stable . Sometimes i laugh like this world belongs to me .. but then suddenly i cry like i live alone on my own in this world .. Am i crazy ? i hate to see me right now . It was so BAD ! Anybody out there feel the same thing like me ? If yes , apekate , you all share with me how to be strong .. I need to be strong .. i know that i should get up from this sadness , but serious i cant .. * Oh no , tears is coming .

I want to go to school tomorrow . I wanna meet up my Ss , and cry on her shoulder .. Sepanjang hari nangis pun i dont care , if after i back from school i can forget everything . i really really really need a new life . i really need to built up a new bones and tissues yang dah hancur bersama the old Aina .. i have to .. yes , i have to .. Hoping that tomorrow could be better .