Hurt takes place

I took this picture right after i wiped my tears away . Who said i'm not trying ? I'm trying to smile .. I am trying to laugh .. i am trying to be happy .. And , i am trying to forget him .. But , it takes times and tears takes place ...You know stupid , i text you because i miss you .. But what did i get from the replied ?

" What is your relationship with Azrie ?"

What is this .. OH SHIT . its absolutely played with my tears , and my tears loss . So , tears slides out ...i'm crying like a crazy woman loss her doll ! Can you get what i mean ? what should i give to that question ?? i am Azrie girlfriend ? Wife ? Fiancée ? Sah sah this all is not the answer ! If i answer it as a girlfriend , i am sure i nampak mcm perempuan terhegeh hegeh mengaku aku awek kau kannnn ? and ... i have to say ... i'm azrie's friend which is really really hurt me ... Why do you do this to me ? Why ? Why do you have to do this ? you know how hurt am i ? tau tak sakitnye macamane ? its not easy ... Thanks awak buat sye mcmni . Sangat sangat menghargainya . you gave me hope that we will be together again , and i trusted you ... But ! awak buat mcmni pulak kan ? Heeeeyeerrr! i hate you ... but deep inside , iloveyou ...

Sorryyyy .. i cant move on . i need times .. please .. but today .. I'M COMPLETELY HURT ..