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Hello Assalamualaikum !

Finally ! I have a time to update this . And also a time for myself to express my feeling . Yeah eventough I express my feelings like almost everyday , but this time , its like a different expression . You know that today , 14th of November 2011 all the form 5's student are sitting for their SPM right ? And what did you guys think inside of their heart ? NERVOUS ? SCARED ? OR WHAT ?! I think the feeling must be "makkk esok SPM ! TAKUT SIOT !" Nahhh that's what I think , yours ? :p

That is not my story actually . Feel fooled right? Hehehe sorry . This young doctor is being stupid today . Like bodoh bodoh lah . Hahaha ( Bahasa!!! Amboih!)

You know actually I was thinking , who is my best friend actually ? *Drum rolling* Well , I found no one baby . No one :) Who think it is impossible ? I know everybody would say its imposible . But believe me , I found no one when it comes to best friend . I know some of you will say that " Hello young Dr , everybody in this world have a bestfriend okay , you dont lie" . Well please excuse to this young Dr . Yes , I know that everybody in this world HAVE a Best friend but to me , I think I havent found yet . Maybe I will found my best friend in future . When I was in my medical school kerr , Hospital kerr , Wait a second ! mesti ker Medical school dengan Hospital ? Hihihi I'm being obsessive young Dr-to-be . LOL ! (Giggling myself) . Siapa tahu kan ? Masa akan datang . I even not sure that my steady boyfriend now could be my husband in future . I hope he's the one , but who know aite ?

To me , a Best friend is someone who cares for us , cares for our friendship . Someone that can accompany me when I'm alone , someone who can lend her/his shoulder for me to cry on (But I prefere HER!) The one who always pleasure to hear my stories , the one who never hate-me-for-no-reasons or SENTAP TANPA SEBAB , The one who would be in my graduation day specials pictures . The one who will attend my Graduation Day ! one who happy for my wedds in future . The one who is rela to be my brides maid masa I got married . The one who would cry for me when my hubs finished his akad nikah , the one who will help me with my morning sickness (Whoah ! I've been thinking too far man! hehehe) the one who will help me in moral support during my deliveries and so on . Please take note , DELIVERIES NOT DELIVER only :p And all those cases that is related to life after that .

So now how ? I dont have the answer . But basically , I'm happy with my life . Being a student is cool but being a doctor is awesome ! ( Eventough I'm not a doctor yet but i can feel it ;) ) I'm having so much fun with my friends . I'm having a lots of sweet things with him , having so much precious seconds with family and having so much beautiful minutes for myself :)

To me , Life is great if we knows how to live our life even with no best friend besides us :)

Till then , xoxo !