After sooo much time , I finally made up sometimes to write my 'what have I done' moment to you guys . No this time I'm not gonna post about my Malay novel . This time is going to be about me love . Just me .
As you guys informed that I'm officially a school student now where I have decided to continue with STPM since I didn't get any chances to further my studies in colleges , nor universities (I got a lots of letters from private universities which I don't think dad will allow me to be there . When it comes to me , he is going to be the fussiest dad in the world . Trust me.) therefore , I took a boomed decision where I wanted to further my studies first in STPM .
What comes next? to own a car at this immature age , dad asked me to find my own way to gain my own driving license . So what did I do ? I went for a job hunting and surprisingly , they wanted me to work with them . Alhamdulillah . It wasn't hard for me to find a part time job since I know , which companies needed staff as soon as possible . Proud Naly is proud man . What came next ? Exhausted nak mampos .
Yes , exhausted nak mampos came after. I'm a student duringday time and a cashier during night , juggling with two different works doesn't look easy as what we thought . It was completely a mess sometimes . There is sometimes where I asked myself is this what I wanted ? Is this what that can make me being happy ? What am I searching for ? Ya Allah , I feel bad . I forced my body too hard until I realised that my body can't take it anymore when I fell sick last week . I skipped school and work for two days (which I think too much . 2 days cannot be accepted ladies and gentlemen) .
Oh yes , my day started at 6 where sometimes I usually no I will always snoozed my alarm till it goes up to 6.30 in the morning !!!!!! Then I'll be in school up to 1 pm and come home as soon as I can . Get my homework finish then I'll reward myself with food and social networking . And guess what . I even made up to had my nap everyday before getting ready to work! (It's okay to sleep only for 10 minutes at least I sleep!!!) . I am very addicted to nap/sleeps . I can easily sleep anywhere and anytime . This is beacause , my body is too tired (I am slimmer than before anyway this is the benefits other than gained my own money to shopping!!)
And now , right at this moment , I am enjoying my last week of working in Tesco . My last day of working there shall be on the 21st of July 2013 . Who's happy for this ? Me , ibu , dad , and of course my one and only baby F (why am I calling my boyfriend as Baby F god help me) . After this I can keep on focusing to my STPM first semester exam in November . Alhamdulillah . I praised Allah for everything I had faced all this while and the enjoyment of juggling with different works are paid off when I receive my salary yay . Alhamdulillah and , I am obviously still thinking , how on earth I can be this strong? How can I manage myself to did this for 2 months ?
One word , Allahuakbar . Allah mana Besar , he is the perfect planner and He even planned a perfect life for me .
Now I forgot about my driving license . Man ..........
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